My Experiences

Collection of Essays, Art, and Poetry

Introduction

My experiences have taken me on a deeply embodied journey of integrating the hell realms, the realms of the Gods and everything in between. Ultimately landing in a place that would have been inconceivable from my previous state of being.

Here are some insights into my experience. You may also like to read my poetry or listen to interviews about my experiences.

5.1 Buddhahood
A description of some of the qualities and experiences of Buddhahood
5.2 Meaning, Madness and Universal Love
A description of some of the most challenging aspects of my journey
5.3 Awakening Journals
Some of the journals I kept and the art that I made during the most intense times of my journey
5.4 Parts of Experience
A written tour of experience
5.5 Art Journals from Solo Retreat
Some illustrations and short descriptions of my experiences on solo retreat
5.6 A Found Poem
Sometimes other people’s words can describe your experience better than you can
5.7 Conversations with an AI
Highlights from a couple of conversations with Claude AI, exploring the present moment together
Appendix: 100 Ways It Is Like to Be Me
Some short descriptions of what it’s like to be me
Appendix: 50 Things I Mean By a Buddha
Some short descriptions of what I mean by being a Buddha

My Experiences

Introduction

5.1 Buddhahood

5.2 Meaning, Madness and Universal Love

5.3 Awakening Journals

5.4 Parts of Experience

5.5 Art Journals from Solo Retreat

5.6 A Found Poem

5.7 Conversations with an AI

Appendix: 100 Ways It Is Like to Be Me

Appendix: 50 Things I Mean By a Buddha

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