The Journey to Buddhahood
After years of spiritual deep diving, my soul caught on fire. I left everything in my life behind to follow it; I was taken on an adventure of suffering that went infinitely further than I possibly could have imagined.
I wrote this book of poems during an inconceivably intense time on my journey and published it in September 2019. I was in a deeply altered state of consciousness for the months and years leading up to its release; I now live here.
The state that I embody is inconceivable from a more normal state of consciousness. Since summer of 2019, my entire life has become an expression of a meme that is moving through the Universe to awaken beings, including the God realm, and this is what I mean by Buddhahood.
This is the first piece of content I shared on my journey of expression and it embodies my passion for the crossover between shadow work and contemplative practice – how people need to include the full spectrum of being in order to wake up to their true nature and the true nature of the Universe.
When we create spaciousness for our realness and shadows and allow them to emerge in a space of fierce love for ourselves and others, we create the conditions to live with greater capacity for freedom, joy, truth and love. Both as individuals and collectives.
“I walk through the fire
And let it burn away the resistance
I soften into the river of my soul
And let it rip away the self
My heart breaks
And is flooded by the ocean of suffering…
“The cycle repeats
Surely, this must be the bottom
I cry out in agony
Only to surface once more
Somehow simultaneously lighter, freer
And holding unfathomable depths of compassion”